by LK Wagner - 4 April 1999, Sunday
This used to be "Oakie's Journal" -- Thro' gracefully,
growing -- learning -- discovering who I am. My friend's that I have
met out there in the universe have each given me insight into who
I am.
As I travel on this journey of discovery of myself -- I will add
new pages and stories to my "Oakie's Heart to Heart".
If you would like to be the other soul or heart that I link with
and communicate my feelings, hopes and dreams -- I would love to hear
from you. I Love my ICQ
and you can connect with me at 1142261.
I love getting Email,
and I would love to hear what you have to say. That is how we grow
inside -- by respecting others and being true to ourselves.
If only one person finds something of value (or beauty) in
these written words, then that is fine for now. It is in the
"Eye of the Beholder" to find what they seek for
themselves when they are ready to find it. No one but you can
find that for which you seek.
Beauty and wealth is but a feeling inside of a person. To see
the beauty of things around you is all the riches that a person really
needs. Ask yourself this question, "What you don't have
. . . Do you really need?"
It takes the Emerald within us all to see the wealth of riches and
beauty in the hardships that surround and make up their daily lives.
We all have dreams and hopes to fulfill. Some may see their
dreams more clearly than others.
Sometimes we get carried away with the material things that only
bring a quick fix (or gratitude) for the first few short minutes
after we acquire it -- BUT it is the everlasting knowledge and that
journey to learning and discoverying ourselves that counts.
The value of our family legacies - teachings - friends - experiences
that we gather throughout our life should be transcribed and handed
down to each generation that follows us. If you have to carry a little
notebook or tape recorder in your purse to jot down little sayings
-- important milestones in yur life -- Make it a habit and do it.
Then maybe 50-100 years from now your daughter, granddaughter, son,
grandson, etc... can find a piece of your soul to read and cherish
and see what Life was like -- what inspired you.
We all seek that inner-self within us that only we can accomplishment
ourselves with the encouragement and support from our family and friends.
The Emerald is hidden within us all. We only need to find it; nourish
it; and see the beauty as it grows to become a Flower!
It would be a lonely life to be locked away and sheltered from ever
experiencing or feeling the true friendships, knowledge and experiences
that you acquire throughout your life. They are like the spices that
make a recipe exciting to the taste buds. They are the real riches
that last and give our Life its "Real Meaning and Purpose"!
It is those spices that help towards our self-discovery.
Over a century ago our fore-fathers made the journey to this New
World from across the seas - oceans to escape persecution from many
countries - people - things. They had a dream with a spark of adventure
in their spirit to seek that which would enrich their life and leave
a legacy for their children.
As I look back amongst my ancestors, I see that they traveled
from all parts of the World. Some traveled from Holland to the shores
of New Amsterdam - Long Island - other shores along the northeast
coast of New England.
Others traveled by ship from Austria/Hungary (Bohemia) to the New
World and made their trek to the west by way of the northern route
by covered wagon to Nebraska and then south to Indian Territory (what
we call Oklahoma).
Still other Ancestors came over from Germany to escape the persecution
of the French in the mid-eighteenth century (about 1741).
They All searched, seeked, and toiled until they found that emerald
within themselves. They all had the courage, strength and adventuresome
spirit that it took to survive whatever challenges that everyday life
handed them. They found the beauty -- the peace in it all.
I'm not saying that times were NOT tough. It was not an easy
life back then. There were many hardships to conquer, but yet
they survived to pass down a fantastic legacy to us all.
They left us with precious lessons to learn that we should always
remember so we won't be condemned to repeat them. They raised
large families to help them forge this New World and make a New Life.
With the new growth of each generation grew a stronger and better
New World (what we now call America).
It takes a special person to travel beyond their Hopes and Dreams
to seek - plant - nourish that seed within us all. It is that journal
of Journeys for self-discovery and enlightenment that keeps
the spirit of their adventures and experiences alive and growing within
us all to hand down to the next generation.
That legacy has been handed down through many generations. We have
but to look within ourselves to find that Emerald Jewel that is hidden
and masked deep within us all. Once we find it, it will enlighten
our lives and reward us with a peace of mind and give us the knowledge
of accomplishment that we seek.
It is important that you remember the hardships, adventures and the
experiences that our ancestors left behind as our legacy. They are
valuable tools of knowledge that keep us from being condemned to repeat
the mistakes of our ancestors.
Who was it that said, "To NOT remember our history is to be
condemned to repeat it."
Let us remember! Let us learn from the hardships that our parents
before fought so hard to overcome so they could leave us a legend
and a legacy to pass on to their own children someday. Share your
courage and strength with others not so fortunate and who need help
finding their way.